Sometimes there are things that are unavoidable in life, Sometimes we fall into a slump or a depression that we just simply can't pull ourselves out of alone.. And you think to yourself as you open a chat window with a friend whom you've already spoken too about your problems..
"Can I really tell them what's going on again? They already know.. they're just going to tell me the same thing. I don't want to burden them with my problems.. I'm sure they're dealing with their own issues right now."
So you close the chat window and try to find some one else to talk too but it doesn't help, Because you know that no one else will even bother to reply to your message and even if they did it wouldn't be what you wanted to hear or it just wouldn't mean as much.
And if you've never felt this way, Then I envy you.
Because this is where I am now.
And let me tell you, this is not a good place to be.
Everything I was so sure of a month ago.. I couldn't be more clueless about it now, I have no idea what to do or how to do it.
I don't know what I'm going to do and I'm running out of options.
I am in a slump.. and doing my best to get out just doesn't seem to be enough right now.
And this is prolly the shittiest I have felt in a long time.