My dear, you have it in you to look at the oppression against you, and to disregard it, toss it aside. It isn't easy, it never is, but we all have it in us, even if we aren't the ones who see it.
You're a loving person, and people who don't deserve your love, they can simply disappear from your life. Their remarks, their words, are just the words of people who disregard any kind of acceptance of others. They don't matter. They are nothing to you. They are the darkness, and those who stay by you, whom love you, trust you, and enjoy being with you, they are those who matter, they are the light.
And you should know that you matter enough to them to go out of their way to try and make you feel better. Look to them for guidance, and don't be hesitant to ask for help. We're all here to give our aid to you if you just ask for it.
Again, try not to let them get to you, but if they do, we're all here to help~
I know how you feel, I honestly do! So then I wished to be genderless as I kept wishing to be a boy. I kept wishing hard and complaining and then finally I said "No more wishing. I'm just going to BE genderless." And though it might not mean much to you...I thought, and still think, that you are a male. And I won't stop thinking that. If you ever want to rant, or talk about, I'm more than willing to be there for you. Well, I'd like to be there for you, but only if you'd allow me.