Hey there,
I just wanted to tell you how special you are to me and how much you mean to me. I know some times it seems like I am annoyed with you or upset, but I could never truly feel either of those things towards you. There is no one in my life who makes me as happy as you do, Nor is there anyone I am more excited to see at the end of the day. I know things have been hard right now on both of us but I will always be here for you no matter what happens and I will always be your number one supporter. I am aware I don't tell you certain things enough, But I'm only human and I make tons of mistakes, but you love me through all of them and y
I'm the mute man who learned to sing a song,
A blind man who's seen the horizon.
A walking contradiction,
A small piece of fiction.
I am the heartbroken who learned to love again,
A love struck dreamer.
A new believer.
I am not what those have called me,
And I have been called many things.
I am a dreamer who see's more that what is,
I don't believe in your reality.
So challenge me.
I've seen the sun and felt the warmth,
I have heard the heartbeat of another and fallen in time with the soft sound.
I've been beaten to the ground for what I believe,
Seen the blood from my veins pour out for those who sought it.
I am the downtrodden and the
There I go thinking of you again,
It seems as though you've been on my mind so much lately.
I'm just reminiscing on forgotten memories,
Of how things used to be.
Of how happy things once were.
It's been so long That I'm afraid I've forgotten what your voice sounds like,
Please forgive me but it's been such a long time since the silky tones have caressed my ears.
I miss your hugs and your laughter,
I miss you telling me everything's going to be alright when it so clearly,
Is not.
I close my eyes and I can see you.
But when I open them you've vanished from sight again.
I hate that no one knows what it's like,
To feel this pain every day coul
I am a flightless bird,
And that's alright.
It can't be helped,
After all..
My wings have been clipped.
But not out of love.
My wings were clipped out of fear,
A fear that there are things I cannot do.
So I watch you fly,
Fly fly fly.
You beautiful bird.
You're so colourful and bright,
I'm nothing but a background dull grey.
Go and fly,
No need to wait up.
I keep clipping my feathers because I don't think I'm ready to fly.
You can sing all your songs to me when you come home,
After all.
You keep learning new ones every time you fly.
And each time you fly,
You fly farther and higher.
And your at a point right now that when you fly,
I can't
We used to be so different you and I,
Always having a good time.
When you came home I used to run outside to meet you,
Now I retreat away and hide.
Before you can even come inside,
yelling and screeching sounds and a door slammed.
My body shakes from heaving sobs after you "greet" me,
My eyes swell up from trying to hide the tears.
You know right away what I've tried to hide.
Awe, why do you cry my little hunny bee?
Is what you used to say.
Now you yell and question my tears.
See what you've done?
Do you even care?
Please don't ever think that I would leave,
No one catches my attention like you.
How your voice cuts my attention,
Or how I get lost in your eyes each time I gaze into them.
No one will ever hold my heart the way you do,
It cracks a little each time you think I would ever leave.
You're the best thing in my life.
You are my sunshine
Reading things I've already read to pass the time,
bringing back the feelings of hard times that leave bile in my mouth and weight on my chest.
Some one I used to know and thought the world of,
And even though much has passed,
And I am happiest now with my sunshine.
I some times wonder what ever happend to this friend of mine.
Where the times have taken him.
Then there's the story of the monster before I saw the sun.
I regret everything to do with him,
Wish we had never met or that I had ever learned his name.
Left me broken and bleeding with the trail of other broken hearts,
I was only another card to tuck under his belt.
A silver tongued
We waited in silence,
For a sound.
Something..
Anything really.
But nothing ever happened,
And no one ever came.
We waited for him.
But he never came.
A long plane ride in bitter silence,
Left alone with a crushing reality.
He was never coming home.
And we realize that no amount of wishin will bring him back to us.
But still we wait.
Wondering.
Wondering if he watches us or turns away in shame?
Wondering if he's proud of who we became?
Wondering if he will visit our dreams anymore?
We wonder..
And we wait in silence.
For a sound.
Something..
Anything.
I was going to send this in a note in private to you.. but then I thought.
Why should I hide these feelings and thoughts from the world? I am not ashamed or embarassed by my feelings
So although I don't have any beautiful lines of poetry to make your heart melt and sing with joy and I don't have any dazzling gifts to give you. I will do my best to make my ordinary every day words do the same.
I was thinking of you today; how your smile warms my heart.. and how your laugh makes me smile. How I get lost in your eyes each time I look into them, how your voice calms the storms in my heart and quiets the voices in my head. Because when you spe